sometime when I'm down,

i really hope to have someone to confide in,

something to vent my anger on,

and something that can help me release my frustration too.

but it seem so hard for me,

there's not much person who will listen to me now,

or should i say none of them will listen to me.

there's nothing i could do to release my aggression also,

there's totally nothing i could do about it.

i could only just sit back, laid back

and see the world and environment changing me.

whereby i could do nothing but keep quiet.

just feel that I'm a total failure no matter what i do,

no one will understand how i felt,

as all deem me as a brat who keep raking up tons of troubles.

- 『阿維™ 上 』-


.2010年5月27日 星期四 ' 晚上9:07

中学还没毕业因为我要做球星

爸爸妈妈暴跳如雷可是我觉得随便

反正我的青春

就像一张公益彩券

刮一刮很爽杠龟也无所谓

看到鬼岩石对我说我会红

打篮球成为我每天胡混的借口

父母要我顺利毕业顺利当兵

顺利找工作可是我

顺利进了烟毒勒戒所

这样的我如何定位

搞不清被塑造成篮球明星还是无业游民

走在四马路看到很多流浪伯伯

感叹地笑一笑怎会有种亲切感

原本伯伯的身边都有一只流浪狗

只是没有钱帮狗植入芯片他就一无所有

我也是流浪狗

手里拿着laptop想问

谁又真正的在乎我

每天起床都希望今天会是个好日子

我今年21要怎样渡过22

365天思考了不只365次

要问几次像个魔术数字

光阴似箭射中了我的红心里面

时间就是金钱我知道

但我还是每天都在浪费为什么

虽然我是全家最像少爷得

但为了生活我要开始去麦当劳打工

有人对我说你好神

你是街头诗人艺术家我不是

我只是个游手好闲的懒人

如果让我捡到阿拉丁的神灯

我要瓷帮我弥补家里代沟的裂痕

我自己很清楚

其实我还是我根本没有变坏

只是比较贪玩像个16岁的小孩

生活在大马戏团等待谁的答案

只好每天带上不同面具

表演杂耍特技

当我已经习惯无所谓

就像会说话的机器头脑当机

只好乱post一气

不知道什么时候生活开始变成这样

闹钟在鬼叫可是我还不想起床

我幻想美丽的生活只是为什么

时间一分一秒滴答滴答滴答滴

要如何才能尽快结束这场闹剧

让我想起以前看"猜火车"觉得他们很吊

没想到现在自己也被提名最佳男主角

对于未来只有一个问号

我背号23为什么不是麦可乔丹

反而像麦克鸡块变成廉价套餐

你说我堕落我还有几年可以这样过

我的生活fcuk up 每天抽

我的生活fcuk up 每天摸

我的生活fcuk up 像只狗

我的生活fcuk up

- 『阿維™ 上 』-


.2010年5月21日 星期五 ' 晚上9:44

It's been a long time since i last post,

this few day had been really busy and no mood to do anything too,

just wish to sleep all my way through.

but for now,

i guess everything is back to normal.

this few day everything seem not smooth for me,

due to some fcukers (Sp & Xl) out there,

who keep barking around here and there,

causing some noise pollution.

never less i still try to cool myself down,

and try to control my temper,

as i only wish to work now without creating problem for nothing especially for dogs like them.

as i believe what goes around comes around.

this few period i keep having prayers by chanting the 'gathas of Thai Buddha,

seem so unlike me,

i hope it Will really help me to have peace of mind and will make me able not to give a damn about those ignorant fools.

- 『阿維™ 上 』-

Ang Ziwei 『阿維』{♥}
Age: ²¹
Year of birth: 1988 (October 16)
Gender: Male
Astrological Sign: Libra

Zodiac Year: Dragon
Occupation: Logistics / Mover
Company: Chasen Holding Limited
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{♥} Tricia Tham

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